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slave_marie3
02 November 2007 @ 02:17 pm
such a week end.

just when i thought my Master was stressed n' tired He surpises his dirty pet with a week end of fun. well a nite of fun anyways!

i was whipped for being bad

i was humiliated for being really bad on wednesday. i had to stand undress for Him while He inspected me. then the lite torture began on this body. i wanted 2 cry.

i desreved what came next. and came hard.

trying to top from the bottom i told him of prettylil s on here and how her Master is making her an anal slut. i then made smart fucking comments on how Master has ignored that hole for a long time. i said some remarks i should not have!

the ass fucking He gave me was quite long till my eyes watered up.

it hurt but i feel so compleat and dirty as a whore! and that is what this girl likes!
 
 
slave_marie3
23 September 2007 @ 01:07 am
i think i will surprise Master with a day of servitude. this subbie knows she will be rewarded and punished for it as He sees fit.

mmmmmmm
 
 
slave_marie3
09 September 2007 @ 07:12 pm
i need a spanking so so bad. i gave Master a lot of shit this week about chores and i know i'm gonna get it hard. the best thing about living with Master is the benefits. and today i need a benefit.

when He comes in i will be

in a short slut skirt - his favorite one - black and up to my sexy ass

black open toe heels

red lace bra

and in my hands, up to Him, will be the leather paddle.

oh please Sir take this bratty slut over your knee and paddle her. i need it so bad.

i promise to suck your inviting cock, with tears in my eyes from my spanking and suck all your cum down like a good slut. i love to hear you moan.

please Sir. my Master. my love.
 
 
slave_marie3
26 August 2007 @ 12:43 am
being a bad bad sub to G.

i broke the phone call rule (those who know me know what i mean) n' violated trust.

He's mad. and now i don't get punished. i get ignored. I HATE THAT!

:(
 
 
slave_marie3
25 August 2007 @ 05:05 pm

An interrogation scene is a role-playing scenario where one person knows some information that the other person is trying to find out. The trick to an interrogation scene is to have some specific piece of information, which the submissive partner knows but the dominant partner doesn't. A good way to do this is to shuffle a deck of cards and have the submissive secretly look at the top card in the deck; the dominant's job then becomes to get the submissive to say what card it is.

A basic interrogation scene might start out with the dominant "capturing" and forcibly restraining the submissive, perhaps by stripping the submissive and tying the submissive to a chair or to the bed. The dominant then begins "torturing" the submissive to get the information. This "torture" can combine many of the ideas described here--clothespins, spanking, paddling, mock-"rape," and so on. If the submissive doesn't turn over the information, the dominant can keep escalating the interrogation, gradually moving to more and more intense activity, until the submissive cracks and tells the dominant the information.

 

i like this one! i hope Master sees it on here

 

:)

 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 11:35 am
I love Master of course but why the fuck does he have to pick his toenails in front of me??????????????????????????????

All right, need coffee now.
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 09:02 am
Readded three friends and found two more this morning.

:)
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 08:38 am
don't freak, not with Master G, just on here

Was it my asshole ex husband or his trashy girlfriend who pestered me to no fucking end?

or some weird as shit "I AM A DOM AND CAN TRAIN YOU SO GOOD SLUT" type of asshole?

i like my new profile. sleepy. five forty two am. but it's good being back here
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 08:16 am


need to be controlled.  need to be spanked.

the want to serve

the want to love

to be His submissive to be His girl to be His slave to be His love

A Man I can trust

A Man who won't cheat

But where is this Man? This man you will turn over your deepest, darkest secrets?

I'm right here.
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 08:12 am


My Personality:

  • I love life and grasp every opportunity
  • I live my life in 5th gear – always seeking new challenges
  • I’m a perfectionist
  • With friends I tend to be extrovert and the “life and soul” of a party, with strangers I am more shy and reserved.


My Sexual Preferences:

  • I love the thought of being dominated sexually
  • I’m submissive and take more pleasure in giving than receiving
  • I am straight, with a (growing) hint of bi-curiosity
  • I am quite shy and embarrassed about my sexuality and kinks (although trying to get over it!)


My Fears and Inhibitions:

  • Not being accepted/liked by others
  • Spiders, mice, rats or snakes
  • Being abandoned/alone
  • Dying before I don't have children or having them and them dying before me. It scares me!


My Strengths:

  • I am organised and driven in any task I am given
  • I have heaps of energy and enthusiasm
  • I am a good listener, communicator and friend
  • I have huge amounts of love and giving in me


My Weaknesses:

  • I take on too much (“no” does not feature in my vocabulary)
  • I always put others before myself (and suffer as a result)
  • I speak before I think too often
  • I lack willpower when doing anything for myself
  • I over-analyse affairs of the heart


What I Like About My Appearance:

  • I like my hair
  • My dress sense
  • My eyes (when not tired – lol!)
  • (I do not really like my body – waist up is OK, waist down is – er, not so OK!)


My Background:

  • I had a privileged and happy childhood
  • I am educated to college level
  • I have a strong work ethic – always been financially ind
  • I was very sexually active before I married
  • I am divorced (real asshole too)


What I Love:


  • Reading / poetry / books / learning
  • Music – I love to lose myself in all sorts of music
  • The sea – i find it wild, romantic, powerful – awesome!
  • Good food, wine, company and conversation
  • Swimming
  • Sunshine or hard rain


What I Loathe:

  • Poor personal hygiene
  • Being lied to
  • My legs (too short!)
  • Doing the ironing and cleaning (I have hired help for it)
  • Scratched CD’s
  • Wind or drizzle


What I Could Take or Leave:

  • Television
  • Getting drunk
  • Diets
  • Winning the lottery (honest!)


My Favorite Foods:

  • Hot raspberries and ice cream
  • Crunchy salads
  • Olives and sun blushed tomatoes
  • Cheeses
  • Seafood
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 08:07 am
Last night Master  received a great honor and position for a job well done over 2 years of volunteer work... I decided to treat him with a surprise...

I went to bed last night filled with pride for my lovely master.... I am so proud of everything he has accomplished in the last two years.
I started with rubbing his dick within minutes to my surprise it grew to thick hard dick...
I asked what he wanted me to do ....... his reply was
" Suck my Dick" With honor I would...
I started sucking on him and teasing him. I asked do you want me to shut the door all the way and turn on the lights for you? Of course he did:)
I shut the door turned on the light put my long hair into a ponytail and knelled in the bed between his legs. I started sucking and licking and he placed his hands on my head and I moved my arms to his side where only my mouth was supporting his dick. he kept pressing my head down more and more. I looked at him a few times and he asked " do you trust me?"
Well of course I do. So he continued to thrash my head down further and further as I gasped for air and tried to regain my stability I moved my hands to his dick and I was ordered not to move my hands from the bed. I placed them back where they were and continued to suck harder and harder and deeper. I was so afraid I was going to scratch him with my teeth because my mouth just can't open that wide. The more he continued the deeper he got. I thought I was going to gag or pass out from not being able to breath. The seconds became minutes in my mind and the panic begun to set in....... The excitement in my blood was racing and my heart was pounding. I sucked harder to get him to cum and as he did the cum shot into the back of my throat. The feeling was hot, thick, sweet, and very soothing. I swallowed slowly not to waste a drop. I licked gently on the top of his dick to clean him up and to savor the taste.
I am such a good sub
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 08:03 am
So, what have I learned from my initial adventures? I discovered that I'm a submissive, and I've discovered that there's something to this bdsm world that I don't exactly understand. I don't get a sense of pleasure from just being spanked, whipped, humiliated, controlled, but I've tried to seek something beyond that, while at the same time not knowing what that is. This is a problem for a lot of submissives. They don't know what they want; yet, they try to seek it. I think this frustrates a lot of submissives as well as a lot of dominants. Unfortunately, submissives such as these get lumped into the category of the "do me" Sirs that seem to want to have everything done their way.

In seeking a submissive playstyle, I may have discovered at this time that I seek a submissive lifestyle. Now it is a matter of the rest of the journals to see if I will discover such a thing.


 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 07:59 am
Master Greg taught this bad bad slave a lesson this week. i was so so bad. but it felt so so good to be spanked face down on the bed.

thank you Sir

with much love

m
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 07:54 am
yeh, reposting my journals again, new name to those who no me, hiding from the constant assholes (and u know who u are)

i took this interest test. I think i have too many


Interests
Silk Stockings
Lingerie and Underwear
Lesbian
BDSM (DUH)
Legs
Stockings
Uniforms
Bondage
Discipline
Leather
Latex, Rubber, and Vinyl
Boots
Corsets
Footwear
Fingernails
Dominance
PonyBoys and Girls
Gloves
Gothic
Sissification and Forced Feminization
Breasts and Nipples
Bras
Transgendered
Training and Obedience
Bad Girls
Caning and Spanking
FemDom
Crossdressing
Role Playing
Lesbian, Gay and Bisexual
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 07:52 am
..Sometimes , one can get carried away on the excitement of scantily dressed fetish-clad women, and one such gentleman made an absolute ASS of himself by inappropriately touching one of the owned girls without her consent,  or her Master, at our last Hellfire night.

Now of course he has been banned from ever attending again, however we want men, to attend our club nights, and we know that sometimes you stuff it up because you just don’t understand the rules. So once again, we will try and explain what we expect of you men who come along t

Do not touch women without their verbal permission to do so from them or their Mistress or Master.

Perhaps, if we say this another way, you might get what we mean:

TREAT ALL WOMEN IN THE CLUB AS IF THEY WERE LESBIANS (ie. sexually uninterested and unavailable to men) UNLESS THEY TELL YOU OTHERWISE.
 
 
slave_marie3
24 August 2007 @ 07:49 am
I do not TOP from the BOTTOM.  stupid jerk.




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his reply

I am not a reel Dom, just want to learn and do some great ones of you here. ill pay u.
 
 
 
 

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